Who was George Tiller?  If you were following the abortion issue closely over the years, you’d recognize the name.  He was one of the few abortionists in the U.S. at the time who were willing to perform late-term abortions on very viable human beings.  Unfortunately, a man by the name of Scott Roeder took matters into his own hands and shot and killed the abortionist on May 31, 2009.  OBVIOUSLY, his murder was not the action of a Pro-Life individual.  

What I am about to relate to you is a dream I had very near the time of Tiller’s demise.  Unfortunately, I did not write it down at that time but eventually felt the overwhelming urge to do so after I went to see the Gosnell movie in November 2018.  It came to me easily because it was not so much a dream as it was real.  Before I relate what I saw in the dream, let me share a snippet of what I experienced when I awoke.  Basically, I couldn’t shake it off.  It was as if something kept pulling me back into the dream. I kept trying to disconnect.  Then, thank God, reality began taking over.  I kept thanking God I was awake and that what I saw in the dream wasn’t happening to me any longer.  Eventually, I was able to sit up and work through where I had been.  When I finally got up, I had to remind myself my feet were on the floor, and I was on the face of the earth and NOT somewhere below–under tons of cement.  

THE DREAM

(I do not remember the beginning of the dream or know for sure if there was one.):  I appeared in an area of thick cement walls and flooring.  I saw no one but felt I was being escorted by something or someone.  In a way, I felt I had been taken captive and then pushed and rushed forward.  In my hurry, I remember trying to get away.  I kept walking downward on this circular cement path, and as I moved along, the thickness of the cement increased, and the height of the space decreased.  I began to feel claustrophobic.  Then, very claustrophobic!  The ever-increasing mass of heavy cement coupled with decreased height and width turned out to be something right out of “The Twilight Zone.”  Then, there was restriction of movement.  Movement became so decreased, especially when I arrived at the end of my journey.  I was led to a very small rectangular opening in the cement.  I remember looking at it and wondering/hoping I could get out that way.  I remember thinking, “I might be able to get my head out of the opening,”  but then realizing the opening was solid cement.  As I could see it, I could NOT get through even though the cement at the opening was only about 4 inches deep.   I remember the size of the opening would vary.  At one point in the dream, the opening was about 7 inches high x 5 inches wide.  The thought came to me that I might try pushing myself through it but that might be painful and bloody.  Me–trying to fit my entire being through an impossible pass!

Somehow I ended up encased/entrapped in the cement, allowing for no movement whatsoever.  The realization of the entrapment with no possibility for movement was SO TORTUROUS!!!  The sense of claustrophobia became very intense!  There was no movement.  There was no escaping this entrapment.  There was no thought or possibility of going backward and retracing my steps.  I remember even the ability to breathe became torturous–not enough air coupled with restriction of movement.  I finally ended up trapped at the opening in the cement.  My head was forcibly placed against it.  I thought it was only inches wide and was not able to move through.  

Now all my attention was directed to the opening.  I felt a presence on the other side of this opening and thought I might be able to see what was on the other side.  Immediately, I knew not to trust it.  I felt my present predicament might be dangerous.  Anything could be placed through the opening and inserted into the top of my head.

END OF DREAM  

To the best of my recollection, I had this dream before George Tiller’s murder so that when I heard about what had happened to him, I knew I HAD BEEN SHOWN WHAT TILLER WENT THROUGH IMMEDIATELY UPON HIS DEMISE.  I remember saying, “I know what happened to Tiller right after he died.  I know what happened to Tiller.”  Even though he himself was murdered, what was shown to me was the result of all of his acts of abortion during his entire life.  I was made to understand and feel some of the same emotions he went through as it happened to him.  Ultimately, his punishment was the same as he inflicted upon his victims.  He will experience the abortion procedures he performed on the helpless preborn for an eternity.  His will be the true consequences of his abortion involvement–ETERNAL DAMNATION.  

I realized I felt only SOME of his torture at the beginning of his eternity after his spiritual determination.   It kept going through my mind that I had “escaped” from this dream of eternal punishment but that he could not.  I felt the stark realization that he was still suffering in the same predicament–in the same scenario as in the dream.  Though it wasn’t shown or explained to me, I kept being reminded about the future tortures he would be made to endure to his head through the opening in the cement.  The realization of my freedom and his eternal entrapment and continual tortures took me some time to overcome.  As I wrote in November 2018, “Today as I write this, I am alive and still gratefully able to enjoy the life God has so generously blessed me with.  Not so for Tiller.  I can’t imagine, or should I say, it is difficult to wrap my mind around the thought of being stuck in that reality of horror even for a day.  But what about an entire week, month, years with no let up.  Can you?”

I witnessed the similarities between his eternal punishment and an abortion.  Years later, while writing this down, it was “given to me” that HERE, TOO, IS REALLY WHAT AN UNBORN CHILD GOES THROUGH DURING AN ABORTION–THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, SENSING, EMOTIONS OF AN UNBORN HUMAN BEING.

During his life on earth, Tiller’s immense spiritual blockage would not allow him to empathize with the tiny lives he continued to destroy.  It is also important to note that Tiller was infamously known–and rightfully so–as a “late-term” abortionist with a pulse on the political aspects of abortion as well–actively seeking the support of pro-abort politicians as well as contributing to their election campaigns.  But why would he or anyone kill for a living?  And why would he concentrate his killing on human beings that were so viable outside the womb–well formed, well developed babies?  He couldn’t stop aborting children in the womb because he wouldn’t stop.  Each abortion added to his spiritual blindness as evidenced by the downward cement spiral he eventually found himself on.